Sunday, March 7, 2010

A terrified experienced here

I have never expected a hailstorm here..nope, i shouldnt say that. I always heard from rongshen that there will be hailing during winter. But I've never expected it will be that bad!and i was actually inside the tram, on the way to Eureka Tower for my buddy program when it started to hail. Everything went hay wire start from that second onwards, I saw an old couple boarding the tram with bloody face and arm. Everyone was shouting in terror, ice chunk start building along the roadside. and i was actually amazed by the thing lie in front of me in Melbourne Train Station. The rain was leaking in, n u can see the CCTV and the lamp, the electronic signboard or can be said everything inside the buidling were "raining"...u can never imagine that!I was seriously feeling scared at that point of time, cos the people surrounding me were all new frens made during that program, i felt so unsecured, what if the next second, i will be attacked by the terrible hailstorm and can never be bac to malaysia anymore even though I just booked the airticket bac that particular morning. All the nonsense and terrible thoughts was overwhelming me, there was just one particular thought popped up in my mind:hw good is it if my family is around with me now!

Anyway, everything is over n i m glad that i m stil safe here blogging abt it.. let's just talk abt my first week in uni. It was TIRING. Perhaps due to the distance of my apartment from uni, evday i was like Please..I hope to see my apartment jus lie in front of me. But that will never happen, so by the time i reached home evday, i was ady half dead. T.T about my lecturers, well, they are really different from what i have seen all this while. i mean their slang. sometimes i really have no idea what were they talking about, as i cant really catch their speech. Guess that in uni, it really depends on self effort, at least 70%. i knw myself well that i m nt those talented people who can do perfectly well by self studying solely, i need guidance ..But it seems hard to find a friend here who is willing to teach you ..that"s just the real fact of life..

and about new friends, ?well actually evday the possibilities of meeting new friend definitely exists if u choose to sit next to a stranger. bt the problem is that after chit chat for a while asking each other's name , origin, course, then that's it!o perhaps save the contact...after that nobody cares who r u.u might even question urself who the hell is this in my contact list?!!haha...that's the puzzle of making new friends here..it's just so pointless of knowing each other for just that moment and forget in the nex second. Mayb as what we are always being taught,one can only find his or her true friend during ur childhoood...as we grow older, we tend to perceive friend as a tool of fulfilling ur own interest. SOmetimes, i really miss the time of having MIchelle around because we just like to play fool wit each other after studying for some time.then we will go for jalan jalan!! i seriously miss her green bean soup. .miss the moment playing around with her....my best ever dining_table mate!!

It;s late now. guess that i wil have to stop here..still thinking whether to go for tomorrow's fencing practice as asked by Raymond jus now..

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