can I laugh

the worst outcome i have ever had throughout my life...

i fail...lose to myself...and why is it happened at this point of time whereby i m running out of time for preparation...

"what happened to you, yinshia" asked by her..you shouldn't get this mark...so what really happened to u , yinshia...I m not blamming anything..is all my fault...

it seems too harsh for me..can i laugh??or at least tease urself for getting such shame..u deserve it..overwhelmed with the laughter and satisfaction around you..don;t avoid...you got to face it...is all because of you yourself who did it...

what should I draw on my face ...sadness , guilty, smiling face perhaps...

and now i feel like crying...The B ..and the B..and the C.....