The feelings of kept confronted with disappointment is definitely unbearable. Especially when you are really looking forward to that, thinking that it will work out as you wish.
Although I have slowly learnt to accept this kind of uncertainty ever since I first encountered this, Yet when time comes, i do feel heartbroken!cos all these I do it with my heart. I don't like the feeling of being dragged up high into the sky and the next second being flung down so painfully! Hope crush!I really don't like.....yet, I m in contact with it one after next.
I find myself getting more like a coward nowadays. In all sort of things.
Things change and it seems like I'm not quick enough to allow myself to fit well.
I dont wanna fake my smile, fake myself. Cos that's not who I am. Things seem to go haywire.
I wonder how long I have never smiled that blissfully and sincerely from my heart.
I would'nt want to flash back but it's carved there..
每次的回首， 其实都是一种伤害
To my readers:
Don't worry, It's my usual style of random expressions. At least I feel better to express it out in a written form rather than keeping everything to myself.:) Cheers
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